And, once again, I did it. It seems I don’t need any sleep now. I’m up for about 70 hours now. But I haven’t seen the world as clear as now for the last years.

While recapturing the last 11 years… This one’s dedicated to my crush and Dani [you’re the only one!]. BTW: It’s amazing how one can change during a period of eleven years, but still nothing really changed.

I’ve watched the stars fall silent from your eyes
All the sights that I have seen
I can’t believe that I believed I wished that you could see
There’s a new planet in the solar system
There is nothing up my sleeve

I’m pushing an elephant up the stairs
I’m tossing up punchlines that were never there
Over my shoulder, a piano falls
Crashing to the ground

In all this talk of time, talk is fine
But I don’t want to stay around
Why can’t we pantomime,
Just close our eyes and sleep sweet dreams,
Being here with wings on our feet?

I’m pushing an elephant up the stairs
I’m tossing up punchlines that were never there
Over my shoulder, a piano falls
Crashing to the ground
I’m breaking through
I’m bending spoons
I’m keeping flowers in full bloom
I’m looking for answers from the Great Beyond

I want the hummingbirds, the dancing bears
Sweetest dreams of you
I’ll look into the stars
I’ll look into the moon

I’m pushing an elephant up the stairs
I’m tossing up punchlines that were never there
Over my shoulder, a piano falls
Crashing to the ground
I’m breaking through
I’m bending spoons
I’m keeping flowers in full bloom
I’m looking for answers from the Great Beyond

I’m breaking through
I’m bending spoons
I’m keeping flowers in full bloom
I’m looking for answers from the Great
Answers from the Great
Answers

I’m breaking through
I’m bending spoons
I’m keeping flowers in full bloom
I’m looking for answers from the Great Beyond

I’m breaking through
I’m bending spoons
I’m keeping flowers in full bloom
I’m looking for answers from the Great
Answers from the Great
Answers

I’m breaking through
I’m bending spoons
I’m keeping flowers in full bloom
I’m looking for answers from the Great Beyond

[The Great Beyond – R.E.M.]

I just wish I could be like Grissom from CSI Las Vegas (yes, I know it’s a TV series!). Keeping life out of my life!

Good night. or day. anyway!